Tuesday, September 27
crazy crazy days.
quite fatigued. felt rather faint in school just now. blame it in the monthly inconvenience. and so tired. left math consultation early because i was having a migraine and feeling nauseous. i would take a nap now, but it's such waste of time. i feel less guilty playing the piano. at least that way i use my brain.. i think. ate The Love of my life again, in the hopes of giving me a bit of energy. and a loaf of bread. to no avail.
fields of gold.
i'm so random. sorry. incoherence seems to come naturally when i'm tired. i feel my life's essence seeping away. i said something this morning. well, not really said. um. wrote? anyway. i finally feel that i did the right thing to walk away.. from someone who couldn't take me wholly as i am; crappy, sentimental and emotional. and a leeetle bit melodramatic. hahaha.
mari is forcing me to listen to 'some velvet morning'. i am getting a worse migraine now. -scowls- food here i come.
oh. and i am officially the person you ought come to when you're feeling down. the only reason being that no matter how badly you are doing in school, just ask for my grades, and all your problems will diminish by far in comparison. i'm serious. try it. this is my purpose in life.
it must've been love.
5:33 pm
xoxo